He kept Nicolas in his arms, comfortable and a loving feel washing over him, he was a fine actor, he could pretend this was okay, pretend they were still the men they used to be.Only he couldn't pretend knowing how much the idea of dawn whisking him away broke his heart.

"Take it, I want you to take it, even if you dont. Pawn it if you wish just take it with you." He spoke running a hand through the others hair.