"Yeah, well, had no life experience. I was nothing. Less than nothing," He was pathetic until he found Dru, thank God he had found her. He had horrible images of himself still being the same old loser, trying to romance pretty girls by awkwardly floating near them using weirdly big words to try and interest them. He never had any kind of game, not until he decided to be Spike. "I liked it though just never had much time for music, you know. School work and all. When my mom, you know, croaked and all, first thing I did was go get me a CD player and some decent music."

He supposed losing her was the wake up call he'd needed to stop focusing on his work and his poetry and just do what he bloody well liked. Like listen to music and get pissed. Though that took a while to perfected as well. With a smirk, he leaned forward, struggling to hide his own pride at finally being able to get his first crush to like him. Maybe not love him but hey, he could at least get a fuck out of this. "I'm better than him. You ever want a go on a real man, just say. I'm always ready."