Some blokes just don't know what they have. I told you once and I'll tell you again, he's a twat. And twat like that doesn't have any opinion worthwhile

He didn't understand how anyone could have Nicolas and not love him like he wanted to. He didn't know why he wanted to love him so much and so desperately wanted to be loved in return but he did. Nicolas had been his first love, the first of his peers to be so kind to him. He changed his life in so many ways and he wasn't sure how he was supposed to just let go to that.

Dark and empty? In you? Bollocks. The way that you play, you can't be empty. There's something horribly beautiful inside you just bursting to get out. Like fire. Burns to touch, painful and bright, just it's almost hypnotic. And it's dazzling. He was lucky enough to get close to you, not your fault that he can't appreciate it.